How long is a century
And what does it mean now that I have a quarter?
There’s a hole in the bucket
The secret to true fulfillment isn’t in becoming a perfected being who is overflowing with love and life. The secret is in realizing you’re the hole in the bucket.
Life and love pour in and it all pours out, leaks out. And this old in and out thing is a kind of fucking between you and everything you experience. You are being fucked by a boundless mystery. Fucked by the cosmos. You are fucking this slow motion dance of exploding stars.
Someday you’ll slip inside out of yourself, you’ll die and become one with everything. All the love and tears that have poured through will be found out to nothing more and nothing less than you, the perfectly flawed being. A wondrous cosmic slut who shines through all things.
I went again. It was better than last time. I didn’t know that was possible.Tags: #angel olsen #photography
She loved me over and over
As if it were prayer."
Im sad too. About thirty minutes ago I wondered how I would go on. I asked myself if I even want to go on. We live in an unjust world. I get very lonely. I am extremely self-destructive. I cant do so many little things that I must to survive. I want to hide from the world. I want to sleep. So i guess, youre not alone. Life is tough. Although you mention you have a family who you care for. Thats a good thing. Youre fortunate. Go on for them. Go on for you too.